3rd June 2011

Well the pressure of the full moon has passed and I am beginning this first ever blog about Toads wisdom.
Toad has been around in my Rustic Garden all the past 25 years I have lived hear. Mostly he stays hidden, but he was out for a walk one wet night last week.  Toads message is go into solitude clear old issues and emerge stronger.  Well how did this manifest in my life.  My TV broke so no escaping my thoughts into mindless watching of the box. I then took part in a beginner course on EFT which gives one tools to neutralize old traumas.  Issues of fear around supporting myself financially are upper most on my mind and playing into them I was first denied access to some money and then fell into a scam threatening my computer. 24 hours ensued  of no internet only quiet thoughts which started with distress and moved into a place of stillness and calm aided by tapping. And then totally un-expected came along an angel who not only checked my computer was free from threats if I went back on line but he also sorted the space problem on the computer giving me massive amounts of free space to now work with new programs I need. So the fear of having to find the money for a new computer was also lifted. The next day I received the money I had previously been denied.  My clearer mind set to and has written most of the Manuel for a course on Reiki Five Transformations I will be teaching next week & life is flowing strongly again.  Toads lesson All feelings are true we don't need to denied any of them but we do need to let them flow and not get stuck! The universe proveds better than we can plan.